Week 11...

So by the end of this week my tiredness and irritability is meant to go away.... Thank god! I'm sure my fiancee will be happy with that as well. Tiredness and irritability aside though I am trying to be good and go for walks every day - but when your constantly craving your king bed and chocolate it's very hard to find the enthusiasm.

This week I had my first experience of being the 'sober' person at one of best friend's engagement party. I can tell you now I definitely wasn't the life of that party! I was constantly worried that I didn't seem like I was enjoying myself - but when everyone else is drinking copious amounts of champagne and your stuck on lemonade it's hard to be as joyous as they are!.... But I did have a great night and lasted till midnight which I was happy about!


Week 10

So apparently by this week my uterus should be the size of a grapefruit.... Disgusting I know.

It absolutely amazes just how much my body changes in such a short amount of time. And so far this journey has been a roller coaster ride of emotions. One minute I'm fine, the next I'm crying and then I'm angry. It is way to hard to keep up with. I feel sorry for my fiancee - the one who bares the brunt of my crazy moodswings.


I'm pregnant...!?!

So I found out a little over four weeks ago that I am pregnant....wtf?

I am currently nine weeks into this 40 or so week journey and I am slowly becoming used to the fact that I am going to be bringing a child into this world. But having only turned 23 in March I am still trying to figure out who I am as a person and what I want to do with my life - I guess now that's been figured out for me!